Inspiration P1060654

Inspiration P1060654
Collaborative piece, 2/10

Monday, February 22, 2010

His First Book


My little brother, age seven

Ring a Dinga Dana

Ring a Dinga Dong

Ring a Dinga Dana

With his housecoat on!


My little brother wrote his first book the winter before he turned seven. He talked about it for a week with everyone who'd listen, before writing a single word. He never exactly told us what he was writing about, though.  He’d just say, I’m writing a book, you know?  It’s going to be really, really great!  Everyone’s gonna want to read it!

He paced the house, his long, unconscious strides keeping time with the saga unfolding in his intensely focused little brain.  It was fascinating.  I loved his energy.

As the book became itself, sentence fragments stacattoed from his room.  I listened entranced as he played with word flow and depth of content in his passionate, fresh-hearted seven-year-old way.  I heard bits like, 'Oh, Yeah!  I gotta have a part in there about this!'  But I never heard a word about subject matter.  He had us all wondering and waiting expectantly for the final product to appear.

He did heavy research for a seven-year old kid.  He interviewed all the men in the family and the older neighborhood boys.  And he read books.  Lots of books.  He'd come home from the library in the cold each afternoon, walk the mile uphill from where the bus left him and climb the tiers of stone stairs to our house with an armload of fresh books, banging the back door open with a whoosh of frosty air.  He pushed himself and his books into the mudroom wearing two rosy cheeks and a HUGE smile.  He also collected sticks, strings, boxes and rocks.

Late one night the book finally coalesced from the depths of his fact-soaked brain.  He raced downstairs to his room and hit his desk about ten o'clock and the force of the thing poured itself out through his fingers.  He made drawings and diagrams with arrows and descriptive text on thin, white sheets of dime-store paper, hastily folded twice across the middle making four pages. The finished sheaves fell lazily to the floor, slightly crumpled from his distracted hand already reaching to steady the new page, now well underway.


I know all this because I watched him through the peep-hole he'd carved through the wall between our bedrooms. He did this the previous summer so his little buddies could peek through from his room and watch me dressing in mine. I'd kept that hole stuffed with toothpaste that he'd remove from time to time.  But this time I was watching him.

Next morning he ran into the kitchen, manuscript in hand.  The glorious morning sunshine streaming through the window behind him paled in contrast with his exhausted, excited, shining little face.

Weese!  It's done!  I did it!  Look!  See?
I finished it, I finished my book!
Here!  You just gotta read it!
Look at those drawings, Weese -- aren't they great!
It really tells everything about it!

Fighting a lump in my throat, I reached for the hand-written and illustrated, First Edition Copy of Dana Alan Cameron's Traps I Have Known and Others, and began to read. 



The Electric Joy of Being Truth


When you move in certain ways
Colours flow from the edges of your body.
Waves of light in silky, sticky strands and bands of Grace
Flow like the calm serenity upon your face
As you work your magic

When you dance your dance
I am most aware of my tuning-fork nature
And the I Am light
Streaming from the sacred heart of me.

When you move in certain ways
It's about the dance at the meeting of edges
And what is created and flows from there.
I become aware of the micro/macro, nothing/everything
In the midst of sublime stillness

Aware of the Movement of the One Will - Purposeful, Precise
The Sun of Suns in infinite Majesty, Force, Direction and Speed.
Rejoicing, reconnected, whole, 
A shift in focus and the lines of the universe shift

And I'm alone

In the vast, dark field of Potential
In blissful, wondering peace
Dynamically still, consciously connected
Me and Not Me.

A shift in focus and Energy moves
From Heaven to Earth and back again
In Sacred Circles around and through me
Amidst the flickering colours of my edges
I AM in dynamic serenity.

A state, I'm coming to believe, that is pure Love.
The sanctity of an unattached acknowledgement of Truth
The profound, overwhelming honesty
That we simply Are, in this moment
And That is Everything.

El...2000

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Solitude


Hello
El/2008




Tuned in, writing poetry tonight...
Feelings cast upon the screen in 12-point Palatino

Thought-sounds feeling round and soft against my inner ear
Good to paint/speak in Being space; in gentle, peaceful solitude

Free from the ache for intimate communion that shadows me at times
I am my Self, at home, in Love tonight

Solitude, El, 12/26/2000


I find myself in this mood once again as the week comes to its close so thought I'd share.  Peace to you...El

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Dynamic Serenity



After Projection's Storm

You stand before me robed in brilliant white light
As multi-hued, feathery bands of spiraling energy
Pass through one another in languid wisps
And slowly move upward around you

You stand clear and peaceful
Your newly found calm a joy to behold
Describing your journey through confusion and pain
Analyzing, aligning, moving more fully into clarity

I'm speechless in the beauty of this moment.
The purity of your hard-earned peace,  
                       the edge of your piercing intellect
I'm in awe of your dedication and the years
             of disciplined introspection
That have sharpened your senses,
                trained your body and mind.

You are most beautiful in the simple clarity of your truth
Sharing in this moment, rejoicing in your coming home
I am enriched and in the deepest reverence
You have captured the Citadel and are sovereign there

El/2001


Butterfly Wing Series

I finished a flight imagery series today and as luck would have it, found a poem about flight that evoked the same feeling tone as the one that propelled these visions into being.  I hope you enjoy.


Oh, I have slipped the surly bonds of Earth
And danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings;
Sunward I've climbed, and joined the tumbling mirth 
Of sun-split clouds -- and done a hundred things 
You have not dreamed of -- wheeled and soared and swung 
High in the sunlit silence. 

Hov'ring there, I've chased the shouting wind along, and flung 
My eager craft through footless halls of air. 
Up, up the long delirious, burning blue 
I've topped the windswept heights with easy grace 
Where never lark, or even eagle flew 
And, while with silent, lifting mind I've trod 
The high untrespassed sanctity of space, 
Put out my hand, and touched the face of God. 


High Flight, by John Gillespie Magee (1922-1941)

Once More Round the Circle


It has been almost a year since my initial post. A century of a year, so much has occurred. A lifetime of a year that has left me humbler, softer, clearer and more deeply in love with the miracle of Being than I will ever be able to express.

Pertinent to this particular entry is the site's change of focus, which reflects my own. I have lost touch with my Thai friend. I have found my 'voice' as an artist, joined my kids on FaceBook, moved to another city, welcomed a new baby into the family, formed new friendships, written new poetry and painted for evenings and weekends on end.

From now on I'll use this spot in space to share my paintings and poetry with the hope they may bring a twinkle to at least one other pair of eyes. I paint and write to express the joy that rises up in me and will not let me rest until it has manifested. I paint for the joy that activity creates in me -- the wonder of juxtaposed forms, colours, textures, contrasts and most wonderful of all -- edges.

Edges fascinate me. As demarcations between impossibilities, they exist where one thing ceases and another begins. A leaf becomes bark, a cloud becomes the sun. Transformations can be sudden, shocking, even brutal, or fade gently from one way of being to another in such sensual gradation that they carry you aloft, like the colours in a sunset sky.

May you be aware of your edges and feel them as they touch and reform around the world as you move and speak and breathe. May you find joy and wonder and serenity here, dancing amongst the colours.

The piece that leads this post is entitled, The Incredible Lightness I'm Feeling and was completed a few days ago...El